i've started a fanfiction, a naruto one to be precise. so far, it has two chapters: a prologue and well, the first chapter. it's about sasuke and hinata, sasuke's a prime minister at some country, while hinata is the heiress of some huge hotel corporate.

i've gotten plenty reviews, most of them saying "keep updating, blahblahblah", but i only find few reviews that are really serious, you know, critical reviews, etc. i appreciate those who took time to actually read and give detailed reviews.

how old is sasuke?

that will be revealed in some time, as for hinata i already wrote that she's 2 years to the minimum of alcohol drinking, which means she's about 18, in her senior year of high school.

i'm a girl who was born (almost) 18 years ago on the 2nd of April, at two in the morning...

life is impredictable, and that's what i like about it. who would knew that i'd meet all you people during my 18 year-life term so far? but i did, and i thank GOD that i did, for if not i don't know what or who or how i would be today.

friends of whom i treasure, i would like to thank for being there always. these 18 years have been tremendously wonderful and full of colors. it's great to know that i have people and persons like you all as my friends ^o^

so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (soon)~!!! may GOD bless us all. amin.

sugesti: it's a dangerous thing.

banyak hal yang (memang patut) diragukan, tampak benar bila kita memilki sugesti terhadap hal tersebut. hal-hal tersebut dapat berupa hal-hal yang sangat penting maupun hal-hal sepele yang kadang-kadang tak kita sadari.

sugesti dapat muncul secara emosional, tapi tak jarang pikiran seperti itu muncul akibat pemikiran secara rasional.

the thing is: it's a dangerous thing.

I went on a shopping hunt today, and ending up buying two items: a puffy black mini skirt and a pink ruffled, over-sized Esprit gown. Both of them were cute, that’s why I bought them anyway.

I was actually interested in buying a ruffled Victorian skirt that I saw a couple days ago, but when I returned to the same shop today, O_o””” I couldn’t find IT~!!! T_T I was sooo upset. I guess I was too late. (Good stuff’s always eye-catching to everyone, including rival-potential customers)

=_= anyway, enough ranting.

The mini skirt has this cute pattern: small silhouettes of Victorian styled ladies. It’s really puffy, so it hides my big ass, ha ha. The pink gown is a halter neck. It was like, size 8, while I’m supposed to be size 4??? (laughs) But I can still manage it, since I’ll have to wear something under or over it, or I could probably alter it and use it as a long skirt instead of a full-length gown. It has this gorgeous marble-pink pattern and it’s made of a really thin sort of cloth. It’s light and fluffy.

My sister bought liquid eye-shadow from Revlon. It was around 88 thousand. It had this really wonderful shade of peach and brown, and it had pearl ivory also. It’s just that my sister still hasn’t figured out how to wear the make-up. She was going to use it for her graduation, but then she gave up on it.

We ate lunch at the BSM food court. We had A&W. I had a Moza Burger, while my sister had a chicken sandwich. Dude, once you’ve had A&Ws, McDonald’s goes down the drain. (In Indonesia particularly) Later on, my sister bought a mocha frappe at Dayberries. At that point, we both agreed that we finally found a match to Sam’s Strawberry Corner’s Cappuccino Blast. It was totally awesome, luscious, and wonderful. The mix was thick and creamy. Perfecto.

Classes are starting by Monday. Good bye, my vacation days…

Tadi ktmuan ama Lambo, seorang mahasiswa Klautan2004. Sbenarnya dah tau orangnya dari dulu tapi kan blum berkenalan secara formal. Orangnya asli MEDAN! :D logatnya lucu, mirip logat2nya haqi dan kawan2. Lalu kami mengobrol2 ga jelas, lalu I pulang bersama Dad, Ka ima, and fuduts.

KKKKYYYAAA~! I wanna go shopping! I lumayan tajir lho skarang. I hab around 250. :D fufuuuufuuuu... i mao beli kaen n bikin rok. Tapi masih bingung euy, mending rok mekrok ato rok tajam2 yea?

I ngedonlot Gtalk! Dan kali ini sukses! Stelah 2 kali donlot gtalk, dan dua kali gagal instal dengan baek, akhirnya gtalk telah terpasang di laptop HaPe tercintaku ini. Fufufufuuuuu...

...apalagi yea?

Ayo kita membagi2 anggaran my little 250. 85 for eye definer red earth yang hitam. (dulu udah gue bilang ke kaka: beli yang hitam! Eh, belinya yg coklat... T_T) so I got (250-85=) 165 left. Kalo misalnya 100nya kupake beli kaen, 65 nya dipake beli apa yea? (ih meni mpe abis pisan) gini aja deh, 50 beli kaen. 50 shopping baju. Sisa 65 nabung buat masa depan. (bwahahaaaa, nabung nya teh meni ngan genep lima rebo)

Yea, i’ll probably stick to that plan. Unless anybody else got other suggestions?

:D hippee~! ~_~ mummy ku sedang membaca entry ku. Fufufuuuuu.

Tuing tuing tuing.

And my sister comes back. She’s playing around with and eventually wasting my nail polishes. I wonder if the nail polishes are still 19rb.

Now, why haven’t my friends updated their blogs? S’not like i’m a blog maniac, but i’d like to know what going on in their world. I’ve been stuck at home lately, and haven’t got to talk with some old buddies for some time now.

I baca di koran yang tentang poligami. Amit-amit. Iyah, da yang nulis laki-laki, jadi seenak jidatnya sendiri. Cowo sih kebagian enaknya, istrinya banyak. Hek. =_= ih, naudzubiLlah min dzalik urang mah. Hanya perempuan yang ruaaar biasa sabar yang bisa nerima poligami. Berhubung i bukan, jadi apa boleh buat :D

These are my cute bears on my desk.

Anyway, dari tadi di atas bahasa yang gue pake kok campur2 lagi yea? *sigh*

yea, huzzah, lulus smua~!

holiday time!

…hey what’s up?

I’ve got perwalian tomorrow (whatever that is in English). We’re supposed to get our FPs as well tomorrow. I might as well have a peek at my grades tomorrow T_T (tears).

Anyway! I made up my desk today! I was quite satisfied by the results. I got rid of all of my old math books, those dusty chemistry books, the so-long-forgotten physics books, and etcetera. So long, ta-ta!

It turned out that I have a whole lot of accessories! I’ve got necklaces, bracelets, rings, barrettes, chains, (to my shock) perfume bottles and they came in a fat lot of amount. It’s a good thing that I had decent boxes to store them in. I want to buy a chain bracelet. (I know it’s kinda out of date, but >_< I want one!) I also want to change my earrings with a plain silver stud or a solitaire diamond or something cheap. Something dangling would be nice, though.

So, throughout the rest of the holiday, I’m planning to finish cleaning my desk. I want it “bling-bling”, so I can use it for projects during the upcoming semester. Dread.

I’m currently very not into fanfic mode. Sorry for the long draught of updates. I tried to (I really did!) write a short chapter, but it ended up twisted. Sigh.

Ciao.

What is your passion in life?

My passion in life is life it self. It’s not like I’m obsessed with living, I know everyone’s going to die, some day, somehow. But I guess it’s really interesting: how human make this life so dramatic, so complex in their own ways. It’s exciting to watch how things unfold, revealing facts that we never even imagined to be true. Sometimes things are as we expect it to be, sometimes things just go wrong.

There is such thing as true love. It’s not that gooey, mushy ‘I love you, boo’ thing. There are only two kinds of true love: one to God, and the other a mother to her children. It’s very difficult to find someone who’s really passionate about God, but I believe that there are people who devote their lives in God’s way. Unfortunately, that hasn’t been me, but I’m trying.

About love between men and women: I’m not sure. I don’t really think that’s love, it’s more like obsession. You can call it caring and appreciating. But yet again, I don’t know. I haven’t really fallen for someone yet. ‘Yet’. Dunno. (grins)

Anyway, I really want to buy a plaid mini skirt. Or one of those thin, chiffon skirts. Wear it with black leggings, a corduroy jacket, and a thin shawl: you’d get the chic version of NANA. Speaking of NANA, I found the scanlations, but they were huge! I’d make my parents bankrupt on dial-up. I’m ranting for BB!!!! (But broadband’s expensive as well, so oh well)

Classes are over. I’m waiting for the scores to come out. I just hope to get an average of 2.5. Argh! I hope semester 2 will turn out better: my health, my luck… T-T God, help me. Amin.

theE exams are over. over. period. end. yeah.

i made up some nana fanfic. it's about yasu. it's not done yet, but i'll let u have a peek:

“Oi,” called Nana, as usual with that particular straight expression on her face.

“Hey,” replied Ringo. She raised an eyebrow. “I thought you had practice sessions today.”

“Yeah, well, Yasu didn’t show up, so we called it off,” said Nana, approaching Ringo. She took a sip from the soda can she was holding. “Was there something that kept him busy at office or something?”

Ringo seemed surprised. “Yasu didn’t go to work today. I thought he was at practice with you guys.” Ringo held out the folder she was carrying. “I was going to hand him these files at the studio. But if he didn’t come to practice either… I don’t think that’d be necessary any more.”

Nana chucked her empty soda can into a trash bin nearby. “He didn’t tell you anything? Maybe he had a seminar or something?”

“I would’ve known if it were some office thing,” said Ringo, sighing. “He didn’t answer my call either.” Ringo then turned to Nana. “Maybe we should check his apartment. Perhaps he left a note.”

“I dunno where his apartment is,” said Nana, shrugging. “The guys usually come over to my place, so I don’t really know where they live.” She tucked her hands into her pockets to cover her fingers from the fierce, chilly weather.

“Really?” asked Ringo, yet again surprised. “He lives just up the block, actually. Come with me, would you?”

“I guess that wouldn’t hurt,” replied Nana, half-grinning. Honestly, thought Nana, this girl even knows where Yasu lives. There must be something going on between the both of them.

The two young women then walked down the cold sidewalk along the empty street. The sidewalks were covered with snow, fresh as it just snowed last night. Lights and lamps were to be turned on soon. The sun had finally come to its time to rest, though there were still several sparks of its ray left, causing an orange evening glow.

whaddya think? i know, that doesn't give anything, no plot whatsoever. yea, oh well.

really, who'd be hyped at the beginning of school?

not school really, college =p big deal. it's sooooo draining. i mean the projects, the papers, the exams!

i got two exams up this week. there's PSSR, that's this introduction about arts, and 3D. i've never had 3D's exams, since the midsems test was when i was still in the hospital *shoots* but my friends told me that it was fun, nothing really serious. (goodness, i was thrilled when gamtuk turned out to be a serious exam)

i'm working on 3D's. but i've only got 1 done, there's still 4 modules to finish. this sucks.

i read this article about courting. it was funny cause it had a picture of a girl and a guy holding hands. not that i've got anything against courting and dating and stuff, but the girl was wearing a headscarf and it was like in iraq? i mean, while people here in indonesia are desperately trying to tell their kids: "dont go out dating" and stuff, people in iraq (one of the basis of islam) are like desperately going out on dates?

well, you know. life. no one really gets satisfied. =_=